maternal caregiver (continued)

avoidant attachment to, 47

insecure attachment to, 45

maternal depression, 10–11, 21, 37

maturation, 8–9

medication, 1–3, 5–7, 9, 15–17, 22, 25, 27–28, 31, 36, 41, 53, 55, 67–69, 90–91, 98–100, 105

memory/memories, 6, 44–46, 52, 70, 73, 78–84, 96–97, 100

being alive without, 52

negative transference, 66, 98

nonadherence (medical), 1–3, 6, 9, 22, 28, 37, 41, 87, 99, 103, 105

object relations theory, 15

opportunistic infections, 107, 109

PACTG. See Pediatric AIDS Clinical Trials Group

paternal attachment, 48, 51, 101–102

Pediatric AIDS Clinical Trials Group (PACTG), 6, 28, 109

Adherence Questionnaire, 28

peer, 6–7, 13–14, 16, 18–19, 27–28, 38–41, 48, 50–51, 90, 99–102, 104, 106

acceptance, 7, 100

influences, 7

perinatal infection, 109

psychological well-being, 20, 107

psychosocial theory, 16

rebellion, 6

recovered birth mothersSee also birth mothers, 71

religion/spirituality, 19

resistance, 22, 50, 66, 109

resistant attachment. See insecure attachment

risk-taking behavior, 7, 17

“secret keeping,”, 18

secure attachment, 13–14, 20–21, 41, 44–46, 50, 90, 95

self-awareness/self-other differentiation, 97, 102

self-esteem, 7, 10, 12, 14, 21, 58, 97, 99, 105

self-identification, 8

separation and individuation process, 6, 17

shame, 2, 8, 58, 63, 67, 73, 79, 82, 84, 90, 97–99, 102, 105–106

shared memories, 45, 52, 82, 96–97

siblings, 33, 52, 65–66, 95

lost, 11, 32–34, 36, 44, 52–53, 55–56, 58–62, 64–66, 69, 72, 82, 90, 92, 94–95

“sick child” identification, 18

stigma, 2, 8–10, 18, 37, 42, 68

“the strange situation,”, 20