illegitimate, xvii, 6, 29, 139, 153

illusion, 22, 27, 66, 81n41, 99n17

image, 9, 19–20, 23, 70, 103, 105–109, 113, 115n17, 117n42, 119n53

imagination, xvii, 5–6, 21–23, 25, 33, 60–61, 71–72, 74–75, 92–95, 113–114, 119n53, 148n5

imaginary, 23, 32, 103, 105–107, 109–110, 113, 119n53

painting, 78n13, 115n17

photograph, 105, 111, 115n17

Iscariot, Judas, xii–xv, xviiin8

Jesus of Nazareth, xi–xv, xviiin8, xixn10

Julius Caesar, xviiin9

Kafka, Franz, 97

Before the Law, 85, 95, 98n1, 100n46

know, xii–xiii, xvi, 3, 29, 56, 66, 87–89, 105, 113, 115n17, 134, 138, 141–143

“I don’t know”, 69, 81n46

knowledge, xvii, 2, 5, 7, 10, 24, 38, 43, 59, 62

preknowledge, 39

unknowable, xvii, 2, 4, 25–26, 30, 36, 39, 65, 72–75, 80n39, 88–93, 96, 98n3, 99n31, 118, 142, 151–153

Kierkegaard Søren, 33, 37, 48n39

law, xiv, 4, 13n15, 28, 46n16, 65, 68–72, 80n35, 86–91, 94–96, 148n5

unknowable law, 90

laughter, 113, 118n46

Lenin, Vladimir, 63, 79n33

“what is to be done?”, 62

Levinas, Emmanuel, 32–33, 47n27, 48n32, 59

like, 4, 7, 9, 30, 35, 46n19, 57, 63, 71, 89, 92, 98n3, 104, 106, 109–110, 136, 140, 142, 145, 147n5, 148n10, 149n21, 150–153

literature, 86, 121, 148n7

love, xiv, xviiin7, xviiin9, 37

Lucretius, 34, 36, 48n33, 93

Luke St., xvi, xviiin6, xixn11

Lyotard Jean-François, 47n25, 78n12

Just Gaming, 47n25

Marquis de Sade, 32

Philosophy of the Boudoir, 77n7

sadist, 43, 54–55, 63–64, 77

sadistic, 49n50, 57, 73, 143

sadism, 54

The Meaning of Life, 123, 127n2

memory, 2–4, 13n4, 21, 23, 104, 108, 114, 136

“do this in memory of me”, 134

remember, 12n4, 59, 61, 72–73, 102–104, 108–109, 116n28

metaphor, 109, 113, 117n42, 139, 143

catachrestic, 87, 89