defenses, ego (continued)

131–132, 134, 137, 139–140, 182–183, 190–201, 216, 220, 222–224, 227, 232, 235n15, 259–260, 267

deification, 10, 29, 31, 53–54, 59, 79, 242, 244, 263–273, 281, 283

desire

and human condition, 16, 24–25, 42, 44, 59–60, 105, 109, 152, 181, 212–214, 220, 227, 251, 253, 255

in life of L’Arche, 105, 108, 125, 148, 152, 188, 200, 202, 272

and shame, 31, 164, 166–167, 181, 188, 205n33, 217, 227

and transformation, 24, 27, 30, 43, 45–49, 56, 59–60, 79, 148, 152, 188, 200, 202, 272

for union, 17–18, 21–22, 24, 26–27, 31, 109

development, 1–2, 13, 15, 18, 21, 23, 28, 70, 96, 158–159, 199, 204n25

affective, 39, 51–52

and conversion, 73, 107

ego, 159–160, 163

faith, 23–25, 30–32, 34n23, 48–50, 55, 57, 65–68, 75–77, 86n50, 89n11

religious, 62–65

spiritual, 52–54

disability

and healing, 182–184, 190–202

persons with, 6, 82, 94, 97–98, 101, 104–106

and salvation, 238–240, 250, 255, 259–260, 262, 264, 267–268, 272–273

and shame, 173, 175

Downey, M., 21, 246, 251, 257

doxology, 239, 243, 269

ecstasy

and divine life, 243, 249, 266, 271, 282

and personhood, 239, 243, 252, 267, 273

ego, 26, 40, 49, 54–57, 60, 216, 226

Eliade, M., 16

Erikson, E., 49, 62–63, 66, 72, 171

Eucharist, 39, 57, 240

evil, 40, 44, 47, 51, 180, 212–213, 216, 225–226, 233, 254, 262

faith

in community life, 20, 22, 48, 65

inductive, 81–82

and spiritual transformation, 7–8, 11, 20–21, 24, 26–29, 35n25, 39, 51, 69, 72–73, 75, 175, 219, 241–245, 257, 263–264, 268–269

and virtue, 67

and women's experience, 74–77, 88

fear

and salvation, 261–264, 266–268, 270, 276

and shame, 47, 50–51, 54, 110, 112, 114, 140, 162, 168, 192–193, 206n44, 222, 224, 227–230, 254–255, 256

and transformation, 10, 40, 45, 56–57, 60, 71, 134, 137, 143, 182, 233, 235n15, 246, 280

fecundity, 11, 112, 282, 284n2